Wednesday 24 March 2010

LOST

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Did you get the message?
I'm burning!
My brains couldn't take it any longer


Even the evil thoughts...



I had it enough!
I'm totally fed up


I AM LOST

even if i die, i won't let you go

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Regardless of the age, it all hurts the same
Regardless of how young you are, we all know and feel pain

Why did you lie that everything will be ok?
The broken heart doesn't get repaired easily
How will I live without you, so...

Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

No matter how much you push me away, I will hold on to you till the end
So you won't be able to go anywhere

If you are really leaving, then lie
Let's meet tomorrow and meet with a smile
Then say that you were joking about breaking up if not then...

Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

We spent so much time together
But how could I live alone now?
I can't do that, I can't

Even if I die, I can't let you go, I really can't let you go
If you're planning to leave, then fix my heart
so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

Tuesday 16 March 2010

new address!

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hey! did you notice something different?
New lay out? NO
New theme? NO
New tracklist? NO

Then WHAT?

It's my URL!
If you noticed, it is www.capturingthepenguin.blogspot.com :)

I've been meaning to name my website with "penguin" stuff and yet I haven't done for 3 years! Finally I could give a little touch of penguin on my web :)

WHY PENGUIN??

For those who didn't go to the same high school as I did, you probably wouldn't know my nicks. It was "Cici" and "Penguin" (or "Pengu") but mostly people called me "Cici" only really closest friends called me Pengu.

Well, the originality came from Davin. He's my classmate on 10th grade and he had this idea to make a zoo-class cause he thought this class really looked like a zoo with Dewanto as the owner (Dewanto was the super-filthiest-richiest-ritchie-rich people I've known until now. He is SBY's nephew). And blahblahblahblahblah Davin named me penguin.

WHY??!! 

He said "you're white pale, your hair is long and dark, and you are chubby like a penguin. Also you couldn't stand a night on jambore". Okaaay! I know I was a fatty chubby kid, but I'm not that fat anymore. So why do I still in love with penguins?

From some books I read before, penguins are the romantic-type of animals. Penguins only have one partner for a life-time. If the partner's gone, it will live in loneliness and die eventually. When a penguin proposed, they will find the nicest rock to be given to the lady (a diamond stone would be great for me *_*). They swim, they love fish, most of them live in temperate area (just like me). They are colored in black and white! My favorite colors :)). What else ... There are so many things about penguin I want to share. But if I have to describe penguin in one word, it would be: FUNNY!
(Don't you love penguin's cuteness?)

"It's practically impossible to look at a penguin and feel angry" - Joe Moore

Monday 15 March 2010

In Blue-tween

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Today is harpitnas (hari kejepit nasional, I don't know the English) because tomorrow I'll have another day-off for Nyepi Day. As Indonesian, harpitnas really is the laziest day of all. Where people rather take off for longer holiday. Well this month, the laziest day is on Monday; which is the day after Sunday; which is the day after weekend; which is IF we took a day off we'll have 4 days off! Weehee holidays! Don't ask me why I love holidays mucho mucho (can you gimme reasons? haha).

About previous post... During my two-months-holiday, I found another crush (celebrity's crush, not crush crush). It's CNBLUE. Korean band. I'm A Loner was their debut on January 2010. Still update huh? LOL


This is their hot debut on South Korea

While most people fell in love with Yong Hwa (the lead singer and guitarist), I fell for Lee Jong Hyun (the curly cute guy, guitarist, singer). Guitarist. again.



Can't stop humming I'm A Loner ~~~ 

외톨이야 ... 외톨이야 ... daridiridaraduuuu~~
(the lyrics posted before this...)

I'm A Loner

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I'm a loner

Look at me straight in the eyes
See, you are already look elsewhere
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock
You do not have to tell me
I know you got someone else

You have been meeting someone else often lately
You do not even call me first anymore
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long
I know your mind
The distance between you and I
Getting farther and wider
We are just like strangers

I'm a loner (daridiridaradu~~)
I'm a loner
Being sad at love
Shedding tear at love
Sad sad sad sad tonight
My heart hurts
Oh no no no nobody knows how I feel
One two three four five six seven night
I am cheering up myself passing many nights awake

If you had just told me honestly that you got someone else
That you hate me
Then I would not have dated you to death
Check it one two three
Remembering your words, they are all silly lies

Love is going away
Love is leaving
One person and one love
Everything that I have been used to
I should erase you after tonight
Yes, I should force myself to erase you
I should do since you left me
Gone! Gone! My love is gone!

I am a loner (daridiridaradu~~)
I am a loner hurt by love and waiting for love
Sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream
Oh no no no nobody knows me
One two three four five six seven night
I am crying passing many nights awake

Saturday 13 March 2010

March the March

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First of all, I wanna say sorry to my readers for haven't post anything in a month. Sorry to choose twitter more than blogging. Sorry to not sharing any. Sorry. Gomenasai. Bianheyo.

Enough with the apologies, let's start the post :))

Means "getting back to campus"
Means "getting back to laboratories"
Means "getting back to have sleepless night"

Sounds sorrow? I really had no idea about any excitement with March (except Ditta's birthday and Ninja Assassin released the original DVD). So, yeah, here is the list of my courses for this semester:
Food technology
Food technology laboratory
Biochemistry
Biochemistry laboratory
Genetics
Ecology
Pancasila
too few? I know, it's because I took Korean lesson on saturday so I couldn't be able to take either virology or functional food (pangan fungsional).

Groups for this semester:
Food technology laboratory (group 9) --> Niko (again), Myra, Meirina, and Sumitomo
Biochemistry laboratory (group 1) --> Deborah, Eric, Agung, Yuliany, and Annes

Before I forgot, I bought THE SIMS 3! Yaay! Finally the game I've been waiting for, it's installed on my lovely laptop and company me for the rest of  the semester :))

I also quited boarding thingy due to personal reasons. Sorry friends, actually I want to stay on boarding house but .......

Many things really happened. Such as a 123456789 incident which made my friend shut down his account. Well I don't blame him though, it's just silly watching two children having war x)).

Also welcoming Maria Deborah on blogging world! She is one of my lab's partner (see biochemistry laboratory). Read her blog as well on strawberry cheese cake.

Enough for today I guess. Back to The Sims again x))
안녕!!!

L . O . V . E

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This odd feeling I have for you
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you
Take me away
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you

I send you my heart with a kiss
It contains my love for you
Why do you leave me alone like this?
Don't you know how I feel?
Or have you known my heart?

L . O . V . E
When I am in love, I lose my mind
I like you
And I think you like me too
I long for you, every single moment
I forget about reality for a day
Because that is all I can do

Your sweet voice I barely hear
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you
I will gently answer
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you
This odd feeling I have for you
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you
Take me away
Can you hear it?
I need you, I love you

L . O . V . E

Don't be like this
Just tell me before it is too late
It cannot be anyone but me
I know that you are picky
But you should know there is no one but me

Your behaviour makes me wonder
If you will come to me
Others do not act like they noticed
No matter the look in your eyes
The end is with me
From the beginning, I felt it
Brace yourself to come to me
And tell me honestly
That is all

I need you, I want you, I love you
L . O . V . E


Fly - if I am with you
Cry - I do not cry no more alright
I will enter your world
Come close next to me
If someone gets me
I want you, I need you, I love you
Is it alright?
But it is not the way I imagined
Everything is different

The tears hidden behind my smile
Before it sheds
Hold my hands and tell me
L . O . V . E

(Brown Eyed Girls - LOVE)

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