Thursday, 11 February 2010

i will be watching you


Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I will be watching you

Every single day and every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I will be watching you

Can't you see you belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step you take...

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I will be watching you

Since you have been gone
I have been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I cannot replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying, "baby, baby, please"

Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I will be watching you

growing old with you


I wanna make you smile whenever you are sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you :)

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
It could be so nice growing old with you

I will miss you
I will kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I need you
I feed you
I will even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you have had too much to drink
I could be the woman grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you :)


Tuesday, 9 February 2010

valentine's costumes

as usual, i spend valentine's day alone. in indonesia. while he's away at vancouver, canada.
and i got some ideas. IF he was here. celebrate valentine's together. what kind of clothes i'm gonna wear? so i mix-matched at looklet.com (seems like this site is my sweet escape) and i got plenty ideas...

idea #1

idea #2

idea #3

confused? don't be! i already confused either. thanks God he isn't here to celebrate valentine's together. but skype definitely our saviour :))

fyi, on looklet.com, all of these looks got plenty hearts :))

Friday, 5 February 2010

fashion me

believe it or not, i'm a person who cares about fashion. but i'm not a fashionista. i have my style.
fashion may come and go. but style is forever - yves saint laurent
thanks to him, i really care about my style. mix it with the current fashion definitely :))
here are some of my fashion thingy from looklet.com
 

those are just some of my creations. wish you like it x))

being a scientist, doesn't mean i'm not aware of fashion :))

summer in winter

actually i have watched this movie at the beginning of the year. it's on my top ten movies for now :))

the story basically about a guy, tom hansen (joseph gordon levitt), and a girl, summer finn (zooey deschanel), whose having different perspective on relationships. tom is a romantic and completely fooled by the graduate when he was a pre-teen who also listening to british pop music. summer is at the point where she doesn't believe in love at all.

the movie keeps back and forth from their relational ups and downs. and the whole story is told from tom's perspective. but don't worry, you won't get confused cause it has the informing event whether it be day 500 or day 1. 

 

the soundtracks. well, i gotta say it's quite unordinary. but i recommend mushaboom - feist; please, please, please let me get what i want - she and him; us - regina spektor.


now, my favourite part :))
quotes!!
"most days of the year are unremarkable. they begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. most days have no impact on the course of a life. may 23rd was a wednesday." -narrator

"but it was only one of the few similarities between tom and summer. because they are really two different people.
summer likes ringo star. tom doesn't
summer is introverted. tom is extroverted
summer loved freedom. tom needed a commitment
summer doesn't need attachment. tom questioned the status
summer was very principal. tom was principal-less
summer was to-do-point person. tom was hard to express his feelings
tom has the concept of love. summer doesn't have it." -narrator
"just because she likes the same bizzaro crap you do, doesn't mean she's your soul mate." -rachel hansen
"i like being on my own. relationships are messy and people's feeling get hurt. who needs it?" -summer finn
"people don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated." -tom hansen
"tom: you never wanted to be anybody's girlfriend. and now you're somebody's wife.
summer: surprised me too.
tom: i don't think I'll ever understand that. it doens't make sense.
summer: it just happened.
tom: what just happened?
summer: i just woke up one day and i knew ..
tom: knew what?
summer: what i was never sure of with you."
"tom: destiny, soulmates, and true love, and all that childhood-fairy-tale nonsense. you're right.
summer: i guess it's cause i was sitting in a deli and reading dorian gray and a guy comes up to me and asks me about it and now he's my husband. 
what if i'd gone to the movies? what if i had gone somewhere else for lunch? what if i'd gotten there ten minutes later? it was meant to be. and i just kept thinking, tom was right.
tom: no.
summer: yes, i did. it just wasn't me that you were right about."

Thursday, 4 February 2010

use somebody

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night
While you live it up
I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Somebody..

Someone like you
Somebody

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see

Monday, 1 February 2010

tweet.love

i know it sounds weird and so not important to you guys. but this is the first time he replied my tweet. 
finally.
after all this time.

jung ji hoon: I appreciate to my fans. I wanted to say thank you to everyone for their support & patience. Do you want to tell me something? How are you?
Mon 01 Feb 2010 20:47 via Web

anastasia avilla: jung ji hoon, fine thx :) are you planning to make another hollywood movies or taking a break for a while?
Mon 01 Feb 2010 20:50 via TweetDeck

jung ji hoon: anastasia avilla, I have many things coming up and my schedule is very busy. I cannot talk about everything but it will be great. ^_^
Mon 01 Feb 2010 20:58 via Web

oh . my . freaking . God!
(please be understood. considered if your idol replies your tweet, what would you do? thx)

remembering the past..


up until now, i'm still wondering. what will happen IF i didn't move out from santa ursula? as you all know, i went to sma kolese gonzaga for high school while santa ursula was my junior high.
in my opinion, sanur (abreviation for santa ursula) has the most ridiculous uniform ever (in my opinion. once and for all. i used to wear it.) if you dont believe, you can see it:
(i am soooooo embarassed with my outfit =o=)
actually sanur is one of the best schools in jakarta. it always ranks in the top three  (i'm freaking smart then haha). don't get it wrong people. it's not because of the lack of education standard.
so yes, i kept thinking these days. what will happen?
  1. i won't get to know my friends now. helen, dita, gratje, endhy, asyong, gomat, gunar, ngkoo, caplang, etc. 
  2. i might get into social class. since i wanted it badly.
  3. i, still, have that piggy body.
  4. bullied (thanks those people already forgot me)
  5. won't have these extremely unforgettable experiences of youth such as mos, jambore, live-in, etc.
those are just a few of my thoughts. but still i couldn't bear the thoughts about "what will happen IF i went to santa ursula high school?"

PS about the uniform, I made a look from looklet.com. just in case if you want to compare my preppy look vs. my "preppy" uniform wannabe :))

betsey betsy ...

quote of the day:
girls do not dress for boys. they dress for themselves, and of course, each other. if girls dressed for boys, they should just walk around naked all the time
-betsey johnson

betsey johnson is a fashion designer whom best known for her feminine and whimsical designs. many of her designs are considered "over the top" and embellished.

wedding mushy - the dress

well after the songs, here comes the dresses!
(guess i really out of my mind. thinking about wedding stuffs. oh my ~~)
i always wanted to wear vera wang wedding dress. don't ask me why. i just love it. she is my wedding dresses icon! (chanel with karl lagerferd is my fashion house)
 
yup, that's miss vera wang! with her signature straight black hair, she could make wonderful bride's dresses beautifully. some are my favourites :))
i know, too traditional. but it's chic. in my opinion, a wedding dress should be white, traditional, simple yet elegant. and vera wang is the answer.
i haven't thought for indonesian designers, but biyan would be great. i attended one of his show and it was awesome! two thumbs up for him. he's like the chanel meets vera wang indonesia version :))

as for the celebrity wedding dresses. i always admire avril lavigne and deryck whibbley (too bad they ended the marriage. it's only lasted for three years T__T)
the dress was vera wang! :)) recently i love to see khloe kardashian's dress. it also made by vera wang :)) for your info, khloe's dress was in the top ten dresses on vera wang online (found out while i was searching for the pictures)
 
aaah when will i get my dream wedding? of course after i found the man. and definitely after i could make things go in the right direction. since my life is just another messy things and full with complexity, so yup, i have to manage myself first before jumping to a more complex messy lifetime commitment :))

wedding mushy - the songs

lately my activities only twittering, youtube-ing,blogging, and going round round with no destination. honestly that's what you do when you have nothing to do :D

well from youtube activity, i have plenty favourite videos. but i only gonna share some of them. for my wedding thingy x))

for my wedding's song (i know i always said "i don't think i'm gonna be married sooner or later) i always wanted to have this canon in d by pachelbel :))
i grew up with classical music, so the wedding march won't do :xx
something like this  


but ...
pachelbel canon in d rock definitely would do cause i'm into rock (i wanted to make a crossover between rock and classic. somehow someday i will. haha)

and for the first dance:  
it's grow old with you (hopefully, aldo, a friend of mine would like to sing this song for me on the day haha)

for father - daughter dance..
it's michael buble, daddy's little girl. well i cried when i heard the song for the first time. the lyrics ... speechless.

guess enough for the wedding mushy haha. beside this laptop needs to be charged x))